Love without effort, live with no regrets

I want one! (Im going manic?!)

Not my kitten! My friends kitten! Omg, so friggin cute!

My mood is changing. Im finding passion in things that I had forgotten about. Im drawing again, teaching my self how to water color. Even excerscising. This kitten made me realize how I really do have issues. I have this cat, it was my exboyfriends cat. And because I have no emotional attachement to this cat, and I really do mean, HATE the cat, I want to get rid of it. I need a pet that Im going to love and take care of!! My cat smokey died when he was 20 years old. He was the best cat in the world. He was my baby. He lived a very long happy life. And Ive never had a cat like him again. Of course no cat could ever come close to being Smokey. I got a cat out of the shelter a couple years ago, but he went astray. Then two years ago my exboyfriend asked me to take his cat because he was moving. I decided to because my other cat got lost.

No emotional connection.

When I think about connections, and how we react to things or how our persona is, Im amazed. Most things are as simple as , is there a connection?

I have been so depressed the past few years, that I literally have turned my body and my mind off. I dont know if its the tramadol or my anti depressent (paxil) that is finally working. Maybe the two are a miracle combination? Whatever it is, Im feeling great. Or mayyyyybe Im just really manic?

herpes dating/network tba

herpes network site tba

Hi everyone!

I am currently working on a dating site/network for people who have herpes!

It is going to be mostly out of Maine, but I am trying to keep it to New England at first. So if anyone is in Mass, NH areas, please msg me.

Its alot of work to build a website, so right now I am still working on everything, but when I have it all set, I need a few people in other states to post flyers, and hand out business cards to std clinics.

There will be a trial period for people to sign up for free, and use the service for free, while we get more people onto the site, but I need people who are willing to volunteer their time to get the word out.

If I can organize a “street team” in each state, these people will receive the service for free.

Im still trying to figure out names for the service….

any ideas?

Its strictly herpes.

diagnosis code for herpes 054.1

2012 ICD-9-CM Diagnosis Code 054.1

Genital herpes

joshnjessi asked: would you like to be our partner?Run a std dating site yourself:) Contact at skype positivesingles if you do .

Hi I am already in the process of creating my own dating website for herpes. thank you.

drtripps asked: Hi do u have an email ? I'd like to talk to you in a more appropriate way ? Thanks a lot xx

djs.mommy@live.com

Herpes dating website TBA

Okay folks, so who ever on this thing is from the “New England” states, I am developing a new dating website, just for herpes!!!

I need help with name ideas……

Anyone have any ideas? This website will incorporate education, forums, questions and answers, and of course the big thing! DATING!

For ideas so far I have:

HSVNewEngland

and socialstigma

Any other ideas?

Late nights “THE TALK”

I had slept all day because I worked 11-7 the night before, I woke up around midnight, and was afraid I had ditched him. Come to find out he got out of work at midnight, so he decided to come over with a bottle of wine and movie. He dressed in a button down shirt and kahkies and was even clean shaved. I was surprised at how well he cleans up!

We cuddeled and watched “Contagion” , he kept talking and asking me questions and I was getting annoyed. I also finally told him that I had herpes. I was afraid to because I really like him, and was afraid he would literally get up and walk away. He told me that his ex had herpes, and I talked with him about it for awhile, comparing my herpes to his cold sore.

He wrapped his arms around me tighter, and said ” You think Im going to leave? No”

mornings

We both have been working third shift, so we are trying to hang out whenever we can. Monday morning after breakfast, he came and hung out with me at my house for a little bit. And even came with me to meet my neice and her baby. I had to pick my son up, and I let him come with me, I just figured that if my son thinks he is a “friend” then thats okay. He doesnt know the difference! Dj didnt seemt to mind him.