I want one! (Im going manic?!)
Not my kitten! My friends kitten! Omg, so friggin cute!
My mood is changing. Im finding passion in things that I had forgotten about. Im drawing again, teaching my self how to water color. Even excerscising. This kitten made me realize how I really do have issues. I have this cat, it was my exboyfriends cat. And because I have no emotional attachement to this cat, and I really do mean, HATE the cat, I want to get rid of it. I need a pet that Im going to love and take care of!! My cat smokey died when he was 20 years old. He was the best cat in the world. He was my baby. He lived a very long happy life. And Ive never had a cat like him again. Of course no cat could ever come close to being Smokey. I got a cat out of the shelter a couple years ago, but he went astray. Then two years ago my exboyfriend asked me to take his cat because he was moving. I decided to because my other cat got lost.
No emotional connection.
When I think about connections, and how we react to things or how our persona is, Im amazed. Most things are as simple as , is there a connection?
I have been so depressed the past few years, that I literally have turned my body and my mind off. I dont know if its the tramadol or my anti depressent (paxil) that is finally working. Maybe the two are a miracle combination? Whatever it is, Im feeling great. Or mayyyyybe Im just really manic?